instead of nightmares, i had a dream.

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i noticed it first in my chest. the ticking time bomb in your heart was a dead give away. it was about that sense of valunerablility that only comes when you really by into to the cliches. but this was more than just a glance, it was an understanding. the girl that saw me at my worst had me at my best. in that every moment, everything had its place. i was perfectly happy with the world inside of my head. the sunshine in my veins. imagine a smile without a lie behind it. this was the world in its balance. we threw away the keys to our hearts, and it wasn't in vanity this time. this is trite and unoriginal. but this was the most normal life had ever felt.

trying to remember how i felt after an amazing dream i had last night. not sure how long this will stay around. but it honestly was the best i've felt in years inside that dream.