It's about time to fly away.
Life has been alright lately. boring, and kind of depressing still, but alright. I'm getting recovery software to recover stuff off my hard drive. the MFT was corrupted, and I think there might be something physically wrong with the hard drive. I should send it back to Hitachi when I get the chance.
I should be doing my homework, but I'm too caught up in absolutely nothing that I just don't want to do it today. I woke up this morning with this overwhelming fear of being alone today. but at the same time, I felt okay about today. I can't really explain it. besides, the gray outside is beautiful. I just want to escape from it all, but I'm not sure how yet. I could contemplate the philosophics of all the best thinkers in the world in the time it would take me to move a single step... funny- for us to move forward, the ground must move backward beneath our feet.
I've decided that I'm taking English 1 over the summer. this one is a 3 week session, every day of the week, 9-12:30. it'll be hard, but at least I'll get it done, then I can take English 2 or Philosophy 5 with Sean. I'm also taking Sociology 1 and History 4 online. Those will start when English finishes, and by then, I'll be out somewhere in Socal for when Ester visits. and Daniel might come with us too in his own car. he's getting a Datsun something- a little sportster, so that should be interesting. hehe.
Today, I went and visited TEC. it was a nice, hour-long visit. I told Mr. Ivie when I saw him in Dr. Heldt's office that I would visit sometime, so I finally did. it's a day off, and I had to go get gas. I saw Mr. Newsom, Mrs. Tepley, Miss Bernal, Mr. Murphy, Mr. Ivie, and Mrs. Kendall, and even Mr. Fitchett- they all had portable buildings now.
I started off by seeing Mr. Ivie. talked to him while he was finishing up class, and then Mr. Newsom took me off, and I talked to him in his office for a while until it was closer to the end of class. He also got me a pass. From there, I went to Mrs. Kendall's and saw her. her class was listening to "The Pit And The Pendulum" on tape. it was nice to see her, she was my favourite teacher. she told the class about me, for those who are new, and even threw in that (and I quote) "he knows more than I could ever hope to learn." After Mrs. Kendall, Mrs. Bernal wanted to see me. I sat down at a nearby desk and chatted with her; told her about school and life, and about how college is completely different than high school. After that, I went to see Mr. Murphy, my favourite goofball. I wanted to get him a T-shirt I saw online that said "Right To Bear Arms" on it with a picture of a guy with actual bear arms. hahaha! but this visit was spontaneous, and I didn't get it, so I lied and said they didn't have any in medium. I hung out there for pretty much the rest of my time there. Preston, Kylie, Christina Wasaluski, and a couple other people were in there too, but I mostly chatted with Murphy. I also did a crazy-wave at Kylie, and booty-bumped Christina when she was standing next to me.. she's lost at least 7 pounds since I last saw her. hehehe. Kylie was still chunky with enormous tits, and Preston is now a scenester with a mohawk thingy goin on. he also graduated today, so I cheered for him when he stood up front and gave Mrs. Kendall a box of Hershey's chocolate bars. then I gave him a hug. hehe. I said goodbye to all the teachers and different people, then went on my way.
so far, that's it for today.