feels like a jillion years and I don't wanna wait anymore...

[infinite_wasted]

I haven't updated in a while, have I? well, alot of things have happened. I was almost kicked out, I was going to kill myself, I had some wierd dreams, thought of some wierd stories, and started writing a story about a man who comes back to show that he's not a failure (guess where it came from), and I had another idea for a story about these 2 scientists named Dr.Conley and Dr.Green, from 2 of my friends, and a lab assistant named James, from no one. the 2 doctors are examining a plaque that fell out of the sky with a meteor, and they just can't figure it out. it looks kind of like the one they launched Voyager 1. they keep examining it, but it doesn't fit in with any kind of symetry they can think of. James, the lab assistant, who has little formal education, sees their dilemma, and points out that they are actually holding it upside down. the 2 doctors rebuff him and point to the fact that they both of 8 year degrees, and James only has a 2 year degree. he is promptly fired for his remark, and they continue trying to solve the puzzle as they did before.

I have $1202 monies in my account now. I think I'm going to start spending it, little by little on the computer parts that I selected. trying on ebay first.

I'm slowly getting used to being single, but I find it fairly hard to look at other girls. I just can't get her out of my mind... there are really only a few girls I would ask out, but I'm very confused right now, and I'd like to hold onto whoever I can at the moment... still, I'd rather not break my golden rule.