Half Empty Bottles

[infinite_momnt]

I have to figure things out.

I am going crazy.

I wish I had control of my own emotions.

But it seems they keep landing in the hands of another.

I am not sure if its my emotions or my heart.

I promised myself a long time ago that I wouldn't let my affection for someone take hold of me.

It seems he made me break that promise to myself.

Everytine I see him or talk to him I slip a little further.

Its time for me to take charge, to control my own situation, before I let something good pass up again, for something that may never be.