May 27, 2007 00:49
There have been so many times I wanted to tell you I love you, but I've just been so afraid. I don't want to lose you or the friendship we have. I try so hard to keep you in my life, but I never know if that's where you want to be. I've trapped you in my heart, and I don't want to let you out. I don't want to ever let go of you, and I probably never will. You are the boy that owns a piece of my heart. You are the only boy I would ever want to give my innocence to. You are the only boy that can make me cry just with those sad eyes. You touch a part of me that seems so out of reach to everyone else. How did you find that part of me? When we said that we would always have a part of each other's hearts, I wasn't lying. The other night when our hands touched, I felt safe. When it's just you and me I feel like I'm where I belong. Sometimes when we're with other people, it seems like I have to fight for your attention, but when it's just us, you see me without even looking. I know you already have someone else in your heart, but does she have the piece you said will always belong to me? I need to know that I still own that.
I love you more than anything & I mean that, god I mean that.