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so I noticed I only use livejournal to rant when I'm extremely miserable and have no one to turn to. now is one of those moments. so during spring break I get a sinus infection and have to stay in bed all week. during that week, I made a million realizations about everything in my life. I feel like I gained the ability to see right through people, and quite frankly, it disgusts me. I realized that most of the people in my life can't be trusted. I lost hope in a lot of my friends, and now I honestly feel like I have not a single friend to turn to. I'm afraid to show my weaknesses because who knows who'll use them against me.
as of right now, I am alone in this world. I haven't met the right people yet, and my trust is in no one.
I need to breathe on my own.
as of right now, I am alone in this world. I haven't met the right people yet, and my trust is in no one.
I need to breathe on my own.