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I want to be happy, I really do. I try so hard, but something always gets me down. I feel so insecure and vulnerable. All I want is to feel loved, and I don't at all. I want to be with friends that make me feel comfortable, like I'm not always on the edge of my seat. I just want to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to feel infinite.. I want that rush. Its been too long for me to wait or it. PLEASE, just make me happy. This is killing me deep down.