Feb 16, 2008 14:24
Today is the day I found out last year about Natalie. Yesterday I went over to her house and Wiggy brought 8 yellow balloons to write messages to her on and let go. The kids liked that a lot.
Aiden is getting so big. He's totally got her eyes. And her unibrow haha. Love you Natalie.
After that we went to dinner at Lucille's. I totally jumped off the raw wagon for the weekend.
After dinner I went and checked into a hotel and we partied in it. A bunch of people came in and the hotel didnt care. Lot's of booze and herb. After most people left it was just Katrina, Wiggy and I. That was nice. We were able to talk and cry and just be there away from everything with our thoughts and memories.
She would laugh at us for spending all this time dwelling on her. But she doesn't know great she was.
Her cousin's bday party is tonight so there's more partying tonight. Not like I've stopped since yesterday.