Apr 09, 2004 22:18
My boss wouldn't give me an extra dollar tonight because my sister worked tonight. An extra fucking dollar and I was working an extra 20 minutes. Lame.
I have to go to church tomorrow morning with my mom to get a basket blessed for Easter. I am not Catholic. I will probably melt. I will do it for my mom's sake anyway. This is her first Easter since her mom died. (Or my grandma.) Easter sucks without Grandma around.
Funny I should just mention my grandma. My aunt called my mom. They are on the phone together right now. When I was at my grandma's house last time (my aunt and uncle used to live aka mooch off of her until she died) I went into Grandma's room. I tried to be in there alone. If I close my eyes and breathe, I feel like she is really there. So I was in there alone until they all came in. My uncle, aunt, and sister. I was holding a picture that was lying on the floor in a box of Grandma and my aunt said I could take it with. Well, you know why she is on the phone with my mom? She wants the picture back. What the fuck is she going to do with it? I basically had to break through a fucking barricade of their filth to even get to my grandma's room. They don't even fucking go in the room anymore. When I was in there, my aunt would quick say "YOU CAN'T TAKE THAT!" if I touched anything. God. I just want a little rememberance of her. My dad says my aunt and uncle were jealous that my grandma loved me so much, and it interfered with the time Grandma spent with them. I think I believe him.