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Still awake.
I don't know if I'm spending too much time thinking at the moment or not enough. I feel like I've lost something, but I can't remember what it was. There's a worried part of me that suspects I never really had whatever it was in the first place.
I'm also coming round to the idea that maybe curiosity isn't enough, that maybe I don't really need to know what happens next. Without a stake in it, we're just talking about voyeurism really.
I don't know if I'm spending too much time thinking at the moment or not enough. I feel like I've lost something, but I can't remember what it was. There's a worried part of me that suspects I never really had whatever it was in the first place.
I'm also coming round to the idea that maybe curiosity isn't enough, that maybe I don't really need to know what happens next. Without a stake in it, we're just talking about voyeurism really.