Bipolar
Saying I'm bipolar would be too easy an excuse. Saying I may have aspergers would be an excuse too, although I am sometimes overly nervous in new social situations...among other things.
I have had a mean streak for the past few weeks. A fluctuating one. Only I can change it. Blaming others or bringing them down with me will only feed it. I do not want to make myself and those around me miserable.
No excuses, I am my own god and reguardless of how others are feeling, I should be in control enough to control how I, myself, feel. No longer shall negativity rub off on me so easily. In fact, I should be the one to bring others out of their own negativity, or at least make them smile. :)
I have had a mean streak for the past few weeks. A fluctuating one. Only I can change it. Blaming others or bringing them down with me will only feed it. I do not want to make myself and those around me miserable.
No excuses, I am my own god and reguardless of how others are feeling, I should be in control enough to control how I, myself, feel. No longer shall negativity rub off on me so easily. In fact, I should be the one to bring others out of their own negativity, or at least make them smile. :)