life at present
so yeah..i just watched crazy/beautiful and that movie makes me cry a lot. so obviously..i just cried a lot. we also just got our christmas tree, and its huge..its about 9-10ish feet tall..and fluffy, and takes up about a third of our living room. it smells good though, even though the dog peed on it...way to go dog. one of my friends is pissed at me, and the reasons why are so insignificant and petty...ugh..grrr..its retarded. life is retarded. people make a life that is all ready retarded, even MORE retarded. and it doesnt always seem worth it. i also think im dying..i have a lot of stupid health issues right now. i havent had a period since the beginning/middle of october, i have a uti, and my usual need for zoloft. so yeah..i cant pee, im pregnant, and im depressed. haha..just kidding..im thinking no on the being pregnant part. but jesus would have to really hate me for that to happen, and i have no reason for jesus to not hate me, so...we'll see i guess. im not going to panic unless i reach the end of december without one. jake came to my house this morning, and woke me up, then farted on my bed, and left. haha..i love him. he's my fave...even though the little fucker farts on my bed all the time...im going to start doing that to him. and i had a hilarious conversation the other day, which i will now paste into here, for future reference when i need a laugh. Enjoy. me=xsacriligiousmex if anybody actually reads this shit...
BALLA0619: hey
XSacriligiousMeX: hi
BALLA0619: i typed 2 u be4
XSacriligiousMeX: i remember
BALLA0619: ya
BALLA0619: ur from va right
XSacriligiousMeX: right
BALLA0619: and ur 15
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: and ur single
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: will u go out with me
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont date over the internet
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i just dont
BALLA0619: please
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: ok wat about cyber
BALLA0619: hallo
XSacriligiousMeX: no
XSacriligiousMeX: and hello
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i like girls
BALLA0619: me 2
BALLA0619: r u a lesbian
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: me 2
XSacriligiousMeX: awesome
BALLA0619: so will u hav cyber with me
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: im abstinent
BALLA0619: wat does that mean
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont do sexual things
BALLA0619: do u kiss other girls
XSacriligiousMeX: no, i just think about them naked
BALLA0619: im thinking of u naked
XSacriligiousMeX: why?
XSacriligiousMeX: im hairy
BALLA0619: SHAVE
XSacriligiousMeX: nah
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: why should i shave? i dont mind my hair, which is long enough to braid under my arms
XSacriligiousMeX: its soft, i like to touch it
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
BALLA0619: wat
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont know..you say it to me a lot, figured i'd say it back
BALLA0619: ok
XSacriligiousMeX: anything else you'd like to ask me? about cybering or dating you? or have i answered all those quesitons sufficiently?
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
BALLA0619: wat
XSacriligiousMeX: you spelled what wrong
XSacriligiousMeX: i asked you a question...care to give it an answer?
BALLA0619: so
XSacriligiousMeX: so what?
XSacriligiousMeX: did you see the question i asked you?
XSacriligiousMeX: err..two rather
XSacriligiousMeX: would you like to hear about more hair on my body?
XSacriligiousMeX: i have this mole on my neck
XSacriligiousMeX: its hairy too
BALLA0619: no just boobs
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont have boobs
XSacriligiousMeX: they are tiny, and wooly like an animal in winter, my nipples are deformed, and i have one and a half
BALLA0619: wat about an ass
XSacriligiousMeX: an ass? yeah..its huge, and hairy, and covered in moles, i named them
XSacriligiousMeX: sometimes they talk to me
XSacriligiousMeX: cindy talks the most
XSacriligiousMeX: i fart a lot
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
XSacriligiousMeX: you there?
XSacriligiousMeX: are you not talking to me now?
XSacriligiousMeX: yeah..dont talk to me. what kind of lame ass virgin has to get online and try to get girls he doesnt know to date him? are you really so pathetic you cant get any in real life? please...stick with your hand as your best friend, and learn how to spell WHAT..thanks..this was fun.
BALLA0619: hey
XSacriligiousMeX: hi
BALLA0619: i typed 2 u be4
XSacriligiousMeX: i remember
BALLA0619: ya
BALLA0619: ur from va right
XSacriligiousMeX: right
BALLA0619: and ur 15
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: and ur single
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: will u go out with me
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont date over the internet
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i just dont
BALLA0619: please
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: ok wat about cyber
BALLA0619: hallo
XSacriligiousMeX: no
XSacriligiousMeX: and hello
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: i like girls
BALLA0619: me 2
BALLA0619: r u a lesbian
XSacriligiousMeX: yes
BALLA0619: me 2
XSacriligiousMeX: awesome
BALLA0619: so will u hav cyber with me
XSacriligiousMeX: no
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: im abstinent
BALLA0619: wat does that mean
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont do sexual things
BALLA0619: do u kiss other girls
XSacriligiousMeX: no, i just think about them naked
BALLA0619: im thinking of u naked
XSacriligiousMeX: why?
XSacriligiousMeX: im hairy
BALLA0619: SHAVE
XSacriligiousMeX: nah
BALLA0619: y
XSacriligiousMeX: why should i shave? i dont mind my hair, which is long enough to braid under my arms
XSacriligiousMeX: its soft, i like to touch it
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
BALLA0619: wat
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont know..you say it to me a lot, figured i'd say it back
BALLA0619: ok
XSacriligiousMeX: anything else you'd like to ask me? about cybering or dating you? or have i answered all those quesitons sufficiently?
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
BALLA0619: wat
XSacriligiousMeX: you spelled what wrong
XSacriligiousMeX: i asked you a question...care to give it an answer?
BALLA0619: so
XSacriligiousMeX: so what?
XSacriligiousMeX: did you see the question i asked you?
XSacriligiousMeX: err..two rather
XSacriligiousMeX: would you like to hear about more hair on my body?
XSacriligiousMeX: i have this mole on my neck
XSacriligiousMeX: its hairy too
BALLA0619: no just boobs
XSacriligiousMeX: i dont have boobs
XSacriligiousMeX: they are tiny, and wooly like an animal in winter, my nipples are deformed, and i have one and a half
BALLA0619: wat about an ass
XSacriligiousMeX: an ass? yeah..its huge, and hairy, and covered in moles, i named them
XSacriligiousMeX: sometimes they talk to me
XSacriligiousMeX: cindy talks the most
XSacriligiousMeX: i fart a lot
XSacriligiousMeX: hello?
XSacriligiousMeX: you there?
XSacriligiousMeX: are you not talking to me now?
XSacriligiousMeX: yeah..dont talk to me. what kind of lame ass virgin has to get online and try to get girls he doesnt know to date him? are you really so pathetic you cant get any in real life? please...stick with your hand as your best friend, and learn how to spell WHAT..thanks..this was fun.