i got something in my eye...
this little hair or whatever in my eye hurts a lot. my eye is all watery and shit...i wish it would like..cry out all ready. it hurts. ok so anyway...i think today is gonna be one of those suck my ass, wish i wasnt awake kind of days. i say this with good reason. i woke up at 3pm. so all ready my day has gone to shit, because i slept through most of it. then i went into my mom's room to see if the computer was on, and she was taking a nap. bill was asleep on the sofa watching a nascar race, and none of my friends online, are on, or are all away, or are away but dont have a message up. im watching an all grown up episode of the rugrats, and i dont even like the rugrats. i have a few sewing projects i could be doing..but i cant, because my sewing machine makes too much noise, and god forbid..it would disturb michelle. i really hate living here. its so dull. i still havent found my ring..so yeah, im giving up, i found 3 more in my jewelry box and put those on, so now im back to 7. it was 8, but the 8th one was too tight on my thumb, so i took it off. im going with jake to see the spongebob movie tomorrow, im excited about that. i hung out with him yesterday too. it was nice. i love doing that. being with him. even if he and i dont do anything, its still fun, because being with him means im not at home. at home is like living in hell, but not as hot...less fire....anyway...im hungry. im bored, maybe..i dont know...i need hobbies. or else some kind of project that lasts for a while, so i can have something to do. i guess i could sleep a lot..but WAIT! i do that anyway....i could write in here every single day until my life comes to close...but who wants to read my stupid bullshit anyway? assuming people even read this...what a huge waste of time. if i werent me, i wouldnt want to read my bitching about life. i wouldnt care, i wouldnt want to be my friend anyway, much less someone who cares enough to read my online journal...but..before this gets any more into me hating myself, im stopping now.