.Meh.
How come everyone I've opened up to leaves me in the end?
Maybe its a sign just telling me either I am always going to be alone, or maybe... Just deal with a long distance relationship until it ends up being worth it.
I just don't feel like I can do anything anymore. Everything seems so pointless.
I let my guard down and it seems like everything is attacking me.
I am just so fucking worn out.
I lost a lot of real emotion to the point where I honestly don't know how I feel anymore.
I thought I was gaining back all of those feelings.
I thought I had something worth it in my life to keep going.
But... Its going to be gone soon.
...
I thought hitting rock bottom would make a louder noise.
Maybe its a sign just telling me either I am always going to be alone, or maybe... Just deal with a long distance relationship until it ends up being worth it.
I just don't feel like I can do anything anymore. Everything seems so pointless.
I let my guard down and it seems like everything is attacking me.
I am just so fucking worn out.
I lost a lot of real emotion to the point where I honestly don't know how I feel anymore.
I thought I was gaining back all of those feelings.
I thought I had something worth it in my life to keep going.
But... Its going to be gone soon.
...
I thought hitting rock bottom would make a louder noise.