Gouragh!
I don't know if it's this week or what but I fucking hate everything around me. I can't stand anyone smileing, looking at me or being friendly. I want to just kick their ass. God fucking die. I have never been so irritated. I hate caring for people, especially when all they do is ignore you, or call and act like assholes, then hang up on me (( Yes you Adam, asshole!)) I swear you guys are on a 'lets piss the fuck out of eli' Spree or something. I hate it!!
You know where you feel all down and all you want to do is cry your heart out, feel like no one understands you yet they are always like- OH YEAH I KNOW WHAT YOU MEan,--- its like no bitch you fucking dont know what I mean!
My family has been driving nuts all this week. My uncle being the worse, I hate him, I can actually say I hate him...It takes a lot for me to hate someone but he is that evil. I hate when he smiles at me, I hate when he looks at me, I hate the way he says my name. I hate the way he startes at me when I walk away, I hate the way he breaths, I hate the way he hurt my mother, I hate the way he hurt me. I hate the way he left a scar in my life....I hate him...
I'm sick to my stomach. I want to fuking break something or ughhh god who knows what else I'd do. I already know I wont be able to sleep again. I hate how I started work off...
I'm going to try to avoid contact with anyone this week not including Everado,Jake, Cassandra or Gina. To my surprise you guys actually make me laugh and not think about shit.
Everyone else I'll talk to you Monday, or Sunday Night. (( Except Adam, <^>))
You know where you feel all down and all you want to do is cry your heart out, feel like no one understands you yet they are always like- OH YEAH I KNOW WHAT YOU MEan,--- its like no bitch you fucking dont know what I mean!
My family has been driving nuts all this week. My uncle being the worse, I hate him, I can actually say I hate him...It takes a lot for me to hate someone but he is that evil. I hate when he smiles at me, I hate when he looks at me, I hate the way he says my name. I hate the way he startes at me when I walk away, I hate the way he breaths, I hate the way he hurt my mother, I hate the way he hurt me. I hate the way he left a scar in my life....I hate him...
I'm sick to my stomach. I want to fuking break something or ughhh god who knows what else I'd do. I already know I wont be able to sleep again. I hate how I started work off...
I'm going to try to avoid contact with anyone this week not including Everado,Jake, Cassandra or Gina. To my surprise you guys actually make me laugh and not think about shit.
Everyone else I'll talk to you Monday, or Sunday Night. (( Except Adam, <^>))