continuation of blog on myspace. eek.

[infected182]

I just asked to be something,
I can't be your false reality.
I won't sit here meaning nothing,
I can't just be your sick fantasy.

As long as my hearts beating,
As long as my lungs are breathing,
As long as i'll be a memory you're keeping,
I know it's not a dream,
I know i don't need to be sleeping.

Here's the dimention of breaking,
just another play on words.
A whisper that she never heard.
I'm oblivious to reacting,
cold air burning more bloodshot eyes.
Deceiving the part he's acting,
Reciting a scipt full of lies.

Imagine a place to run,
away from all of this.
A place of you and me,
Where together is the only place that exists.

If you can wait for that,
If fatality can hold off.
If reality is just another fact.
If somewhere with me you just got lost.
If one day i can find you,
with nothing in the way,
If one day you'll look for me.
Breathless can be okay.

You were right when you said no body understands,
but listen to the voices,
does everybody include youself?
I can move on without letting go,
but in the end of it all,
i don't want somebody else.

Contagious and well dressed,
for the occassion you won't want to miss.
Can't forget about the rest,
can't forget you have her kiss.

We all love a friend,
a lot more than we know we should.
I know it can't be the end,
and i realize you would.

This distance seems longer,
every time shes closer to you.
But it makes me a little stronger,
i just get sick from what you do.

But it's a sickness with a cure,
medicate me in the right direction,
the side effects are slightly worse,
but you're my only infection.