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Wow Ok I am not sleeping again, its 4 am, and who am i thinking about? chris. I dont know why I have such strong feelings for him. But I really miss him. Its like... i keep thinking about him and what we did and just we had fun. I rememembr the kissing, ahh the kissing was great.I just thought he was so great, so perfect. obviously he didnt think the same about me. emotions are dumb. I hate them :/ heh.
Even portia asked me "you miss chris dont you " i was all SHUSH NO! but she knew i was lying.
even to be friends with him that would be nice, I was kinding hoping he was on, hes now. He said he wanted to be friends. what a lyer... I hope he at least feels a little bit like i do. Like he doesnt im me cuz hes afriad to im me, like what i do. Im afriad to im him, I dont wanna piss him off. :/ let alone call him.
gah ok :/ im done
Even portia asked me "you miss chris dont you " i was all SHUSH NO! but she knew i was lying.
even to be friends with him that would be nice, I was kinding hoping he was on, hes now. He said he wanted to be friends. what a lyer... I hope he at least feels a little bit like i do. Like he doesnt im me cuz hes afriad to im me, like what i do. Im afriad to im him, I dont wanna piss him off. :/ let alone call him.
gah ok :/ im done