He took me and ripped me apart

Jul 21, 2004 14:51

no pun intended

I gave him my virginity and he gave me a broken heart
well... technically it wasnt ive fooled around before but no actually
anything

I met chris through travis on last tuesday, travis is my best friend when i met chris i fell for him the first moment... cough love at first sight cough.. retarded he has a girlfriend though... coveting is the worst thing

on thursday chris had nowhere to go so he slept over my house late at night we started kissing and really getting into it

the next day me and chris both slept over travis's

travis fell asleep we started kissing and yeah hes a REALLY great kisser and then we went down in the basement and we started fooling around i said it was ok if he wanted too.. and he asked if i was sure and yeah we did

the next day we slept over again... kissing .. stuff... yeah

each night when we slept it was so great i felt like ive known him forever and i was so great Id lay my head on his chest and here his heart and it would put me to sleep , hed have his arm around me.

when i looked into his eyes I knew he really cared for me,
its always the eyes :/

i asked him if he liked me or not( he said he doesnt want to have a relationship right now and that he's also dumping his other gf)

and he said maybe, he couldnt tell me andn stuff (travis said he obviously does if we foolded around)

yesterday he was in a bad mood durringh the middle of the day.. (did i say or do sumthing wrong?)

i asked him and he did tell me what was the matter. I asked him and again and he said to not bug him.

we all went to the mall me chris portia and travis

we met up with kaylee and jess! ahh i hadnt seen them in a while.

chris went to go find travis (travuis was playing ddr) and we were still sitting and talking. we saw travis and chris walk sumwhere else, we had lost them, we went to look for them. we couldnt. we were leaned over the stair well thingy and i started talkign abotu chris and that i liked him so so much but hes starting to ignore me and i was just talking about him alot

we went downstairs and saw them right down there... they said they didnt here what i said but i know they did

blah blah blah blah they said stop following them

kaylee asked chris wtf was the matter with him. aftr that i talked to him. he said he wants to be friends but blah blah blah blah.. i cried while talking to him.. Im like "why didnt you just tell me you didnt like me?!" "becuase its not true"

then i talked to kaylee again i cried while talking to her..

in the middle of the mall i cried.

travis and chris left us becuase josh came and chris said "oh shit josh is comeing" and they walked away"

we told josh he was like wtf. and he tells me from hearing that then chris is two faced becuase he acts all buddy buddy when josh is around
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