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this was the ultimate test.
i hope god is completely satisfied.
he won't even see me graduate.
or any of the other 6 neices and nephews he left behind.
life is a lottery.
you never know when you will have to go.
my uncle cheated.
he cheated at the lottery.
he went before his numbers were called.
its not fair.
my mom, my dad, and me left him
on such terrible terms.
we were the icing on his cake.
i NEVER knew he was so complex.
my new years resolution was to stop making wishes.
my mom and me just left my grandma's
and we saw a shooting star.
after i wished on it.
i looked at her and told her
that i had already broken my resoltion.
and still, he didn't come back.
my brother doesn't even know.
i don't even want to see his face
when he fucking finds out.
i'm completely speechless.
my mom lost her brother.
my dad lost his best friend.
i lost my best bud- my uncle mikey.

Michael Slevin
September 11, 1958-
January 1, 2007.

i love you.
i miss you.
i can't belive you.

happy fucking new year to the cocks who won't be there for me.
this will seriously prove that you're the peice of shit, not me.