Smell The Coffee
I had a long conversation with my aunt today. It made me wake up and in a way "smell the coffee." My mind is made: I am going to University of Massachusetts at Amherst. There is no turning back. No more regrets. It is where I am suppose to go in the fall, maybe no where I will end up, but for now that is my set path in life.
This year has been a blur. Beginning of the year I felt free and had my share of fun; middle of the year I felt constantly tired and just stressed, but here is the end. Here lies the end of the last 3.75 years of my life. What I have noticed is I have become something that I never really expected; I have done things I would have frowned upon 3.75 years ago and as of this moment, I have no regrets for any of it, because theres no going back and point of exerting so much energy in stressing out or just wishing something changed. This is what my life has becomes. This is what it is.
Only one more quarter of high school, ever. It makes me sad that I am leaving a place I have known so well for the past 2.75 years. It's weird. Everything I ever wanted in a college I turned down for everything I said I did not want. But honestly, I cannot wait to leave. College. I am looking forward to it, even if it means I am going to hate it or even fail. It is okay though; whatever happens, happens.
This year has been a blur. Beginning of the year I felt free and had my share of fun; middle of the year I felt constantly tired and just stressed, but here is the end. Here lies the end of the last 3.75 years of my life. What I have noticed is I have become something that I never really expected; I have done things I would have frowned upon 3.75 years ago and as of this moment, I have no regrets for any of it, because theres no going back and point of exerting so much energy in stressing out or just wishing something changed. This is what my life has becomes. This is what it is.
Only one more quarter of high school, ever. It makes me sad that I am leaving a place I have known so well for the past 2.75 years. It's weird. Everything I ever wanted in a college I turned down for everything I said I did not want. But honestly, I cannot wait to leave. College. I am looking forward to it, even if it means I am going to hate it or even fail. It is okay though; whatever happens, happens.