01. I believe in god but I'm terrified of death 02. I've cut myself since sixth grade 03. I may be bulimic again 04. I hate my friends 05. I hate my family 06. I care about one person in this world 07. I'm never going to stop feeling so fucking dysfunctional.
♥ i used to have this huge crush on my best friend ... of the same sex ♥ i like that kids at school think im a whore ♥ i hate the way i look ♥ i have loved one person with my whole heart for almost two years now...and they wont even return my phone calls ♥ i would fuck someone to feel pretty
1. i'm constantly afraid that my friends dont like me 2. i feel like i'm not good enough because i dont have artistic talents like the rest of my family 3. i dont want to drive because people always complain about bad drivers. and i am one. 4. i believe that going to a better school is my only chance to get into a good college.
i don't think i will ever be good enough for my parents' standards. their standards aren't even that high... but trying to live up to my brother and sister makes my life a little bit harder.
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01. I believe in god but I'm terrified of death
02. I've cut myself since sixth grade
03. I may be bulimic again
04. I hate my friends
05. I hate my family
06. I care about one person in this world
07. I'm never going to stop feeling so fucking dysfunctional.
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♥ i like that kids at school think im a whore
♥ i hate the way i look
♥ i have loved one person with my whole heart for almost two years now...and they wont even return my phone calls
♥ i would fuck someone to feel pretty
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2. i feel like i'm not good enough because i dont have artistic talents like the rest of my family
3. i dont want to drive because people always complain about bad drivers. and i am one.
4. i believe that going to a better school is my only chance to get into a good college.
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i also think my best friend might hate me.
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I'm a walking contradiction and I'll be shocked if I can fix anything.
I thought meeting someone perfect would solve all my problems. But then I did, and I now know it's all on my shoulders.
..this scares me most of all.
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