Dream Thing
So I had another fucked up dream/nightmare thing the other night. Now, I've had other really scary ones before, but this one was more disturbing than anything.
I was in my living room, sitting on my couch and I remember staring out the bay window at our front yard. I had a tube in my mouth and attached to that was a bag that hung in front of me. This was this plastic ring that held the bag in place. Every time I exhaled into this bag, I would exhale blood into it. I had some sort of disease. The bag started getting really full. Subconsciously, I knew that when the bag filled up, I would die.
A few breaths later, I paniced and ran to my kitchen sink. Somehow I got the tube out of my mouth and dumped this bag of blood into the sink. I was leaning over the sink, just breathing, but still exhaling all this blood. Everything was silent, almost muffled. I heard someone say "If you just go to sleep, it'll be easier," meaning that if I sleep I'll die more peacefully I guess.
I then feel someone's hands pushing my shoulders down onto a bed. I try to go to sleep but I can't because I'm facing the ceiling and choking on all this blood I keep exhaling. It's all over my mouth and face, and I keep sputtering because I can't breathe. I keep inhaling the blood I've already coughed up. I gagged loud.
Then I woke up. I couldn't get back to sleep either, because I kept thinking the dream would continue if I went back to sleep.
I was in my living room, sitting on my couch and I remember staring out the bay window at our front yard. I had a tube in my mouth and attached to that was a bag that hung in front of me. This was this plastic ring that held the bag in place. Every time I exhaled into this bag, I would exhale blood into it. I had some sort of disease. The bag started getting really full. Subconsciously, I knew that when the bag filled up, I would die.
A few breaths later, I paniced and ran to my kitchen sink. Somehow I got the tube out of my mouth and dumped this bag of blood into the sink. I was leaning over the sink, just breathing, but still exhaling all this blood. Everything was silent, almost muffled. I heard someone say "If you just go to sleep, it'll be easier," meaning that if I sleep I'll die more peacefully I guess.
I then feel someone's hands pushing my shoulders down onto a bed. I try to go to sleep but I can't because I'm facing the ceiling and choking on all this blood I keep exhaling. It's all over my mouth and face, and I keep sputtering because I can't breathe. I keep inhaling the blood I've already coughed up. I gagged loud.
Then I woke up. I couldn't get back to sleep either, because I kept thinking the dream would continue if I went back to sleep.