Eyeballs float in wet, green grass.

[infandebula]

Watching people come together on anything
getting passionate about anything
connecting with others, and watching others connect
when this happens, I feel OK about being human, being a person
like yes, this is why we are here, and what we're meant to do

life is so beautiful sometimes
for such simple things
like a mutual smile with a stranger

a good friend once told me
that the key to staying happy in life
is appreciating all these little things
but he's been dead for 7 years now
because he wasn't happy
so I always wonder to myself
in fear
am I going down the wrong path
do I feel like this out of unrealized desperation?
do I notice so many small details that make me feel fulfilled
because that's all I have?
is this a dark path I'm wandering down...

or was he just real bad at taking his own advice