Loven my girl......................little debbie! JK lol Alyssa!
Hey people whats up thanx to the best girlfriend anyone could have and me having her ALYSSA made my new way cool totally decked out layout for my livejournal! how many people thinks it kicks ass!!?? please say yes lol yea i just got done with my homework!! spanish to be exact i thought i would write something in my awsome journal haha i love you alyssa thanx bunches again!!!! haha man o man lastnite was really really cray went on a 2 and a half hour drive to bloomington seemed fun then it started to get really crazy it was like i dunno weird got home around 3:30 in the morn lemme tell you the ride home was sooo pretty dark highway road lit up only by the soft bright milky moonlight and well it was great i just listened to the music that was playing layed my head on the window and peered out looked at the trees and open fields lit up by the moon, i thought of the one thing that i care about most...alyssa i mean seeing something sooo beautiful only reminds me of other things that are beautiful and thats alyssa i love her tons haha i know she knows it but....i want her to know that im always going to be there for her no matter what! she is my girl and always will be through thick and thin good times and bad...of course hoping the bad ones will be little ones and the good ones be big ones! it's all about how we make the best of things! my head was bumping up and down to the movement of the cars up and down movement in one ear i could hear the wind and tire gripping the fast highway road in the other soft yet tranquil music that was slowly bing added together the two sounds being added together as one which started to put me to sleep half way awake and half asleep still thinking of the good things to come once i step my foot in florida with my best friends, seeing and being with my girlfriend and all the things that are going and could happen when im down there!! it was all oh so perfect everyone asleep in the car almost as much as i wanted to be home in my bed i didn't really want this moment to end soo fast but yet my mind tells me that i want soft covers to warm me up but no.....i sat there half awake......half asleep dreaming and thinking of only good things all by myself so it seemed in my own world catching up on skipped over thoughts things i haven't got to actually stop and think about having too much fun with my friends is one thing and not thinking about other things is another everything is happening oh so fast for the best or for the worst mainly best im actually truely happy thanx to alyssa and most of all my brothers 2 great guys that are oh so close to me my best friends adam and diego!! you guys thanx for everything and alyssa i love you too much to ever just walk away im there for you no matter what to work things out is the best thing to do and the only thing that i would do in order to be with you for as long as we wat to be it's best to work things out then to leave them lurking around every corner of my mind im not an asshole like past assholes i love you tooooo much more than anything!! and thats what im going to leave my note at i need sleep tomorrow is another long school day that i need to brave so i can get the hell outta there!!! goodnite guys alyssa i love you <3 xoxoxoxox always yours, NATE!!!