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GORSH!!!!!!!!!! im soooo worried right now i read a journal entry from kt and it said something about alyssa calling her i just hope everything is like ok i hope there isn't anything wrong or serious im kinda scurred lol not funny sorry but i am i hope im not the cause by any means im sooo worried AND tonite i have a show at the '' 21 club'' to go to and ima be there worrying about her and if everything is ok!!! i sooooo hope i didn't do anything i love alyssa to death maybe thats whats wrong maybe im like bothering her or anouying ro something or maybe she likes someone else see it sux those are serious thoughts that pop into my head and it blows big time im here she's there far apart not able to do anything for her as much as i really really really want to god i just don't want to lose her at all i love you alyssa i really do IF you ever get on like at all tonite PLEASE and i mean PLEASE let me know if everything is ok!!! please tell me something to let me know if your alright or if i did anything to make ya feel bad i wanna be there for you soo bad i hope everything is ok i gotta go get ready!!! I LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really do i miss you haha and im closer and closer everyday to coming down IF you still want me too! well i really have to go PLEASE give me some closure SOMEONE even if you have to lie to me i really wanna feel like everything is ok so i don't feel bad i love you guys bye everyone!!!