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i cant sleep..i wish i could..im in mikey's room right now just chillin listening to some old school shit on the radio..i think mike is upstairs fucked up in rob's room but i didnt feel like going up there tonight cause im kind of bored smoking and drinking everyday so i decided to take a break to i go to the club tomorrow..so much shit has happen here its ridiculous but i wont even go into detail about it cause my hands might cramp up...everyone says im so secretive and antisocial but i have to be with all these damn black ppl cause they run their mouth and they dont know how to act..someone's knocking on the door right now but im not opening that shit cause im here by myself and ni99az play to much around here...and this ni99as next door is some fuckin clowns and they make me sick....i just wanna stabbed them in their eyes.....n e whooo...class is so boring and im so mad at myself because i wanted to get out of the stupid math class since i know all that bullshit but i missed the test due to sleeping so i cant even take it unless i have a real excuse but i tried to tell them that it was "ISABELLE" lol...obviously they didnt believe me...i cant wait to this semester is over but next semester is gonna be some shit cause imma have like 5-6 classes but im not gonna stress about it....my mom is paying for me to go to jamaica this summer...so thats wassup...she said i could bring a friend but my bestest friend cant come so andrea said that she'll probably go but i told her she cant bring her boyfriend cause its fukkin annoying and im tired of seeing his face...lol...that was kind of mean..you know what kills me about this motherfuckers down here is that they always trying to trash people up north and shit like they hard but whatever...they keep thinking that...sometimes i wish that i could just open up to some people but that's never going to happen so there's no need emphasize that...maybe i should have had a twin or something or maybe i just need to meet someone just like me...i mean i thought mike would help since he's gay and everything but its really not working cause all he does is eat, shit, sleep, and go to the 5th floor with all the fags and dikes and i cant be around them because they make me nautious..not that i really have a problem with them but im tired of the vogueing and im tired of seeing bitches hugged up...i mean damn get a damn room but i dont know...i think im just ready for the breaks to come and so i can get away from these people and just relax instead of ni99as and bitches staring in my face all day...as soon as people walk in the cafe people be staring hard as hell and today that shit was funny because this dude walked in the cafe and everybody was looking at him so he started posin and shit..i was dying...thats what im about to start doing cause they be looking hard as fuck..but n e whoo i think i am about to finally go in my room cause i do have a class at 10am and i already missed that class twice and i refuse to miss it again but ill holla.....MUAH TO ALL!!!