This is turnin' into somethin I ain't hip to.

Oct 18, 2006 05:18

She's Lush,

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
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Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.
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You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.
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You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.
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You Are Red Orange

You are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.
A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.
You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.
Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you
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Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
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that is very true i think.

well today i gave ricky a bath.. and also found out he had a tick on his head. so i had to take care of that.. i think its what caused the whole eye infection thingy issue. that and the mold at the old apartment.. i think thats what got me sick too((the mold)).. im almost all better tho.. im in the coughing phase and it doesnt help that i smoke. but that wont stop me . and we all know it.

sooo we got a ton of groceries today.
if i had weed.
i would be in munchie heaven.
but i dont .
so im having stoner withdrawls.

i have to call my mom tomarrow and ask if we can move things.
this should be interesting.

oh yeah the tick.. is in a coffee can inside a sandwich bag inside of plastic wrap. on the stove.
weird .
but im supposed to call the vet and see if we're supposed to do something.. so my dad had the bright idea to save it?

im gonna freak if it somehow escapes. those things freak me out.

soooooooooooooooooo

im living here.. and i know its gonna get boring once we finish moving.
it went from scary.
to busy.
to I WANNA GO HOME!!!!=== delayed reaction from getting kicked out of my moms house
i basically just sat in an awe at the old apartment. hardly moving except to eat smoke and use the bathroom.
i get into those phases sometimes when things arent going the way i thought they would.
some people call it depression.
i call it taking a vacation from thought and emotion.
i need a real vacation.
or a shopping spree.
im wishing my dad was serious about taking me shopping for new clothes and things after we finish moving.
tho i dont kno if it will happen because he's spent a shitload of money on stuff for the apt//groceries//getting a new transmission for my car.
but i dont know.
i need a job.
but i dont want one.
i dont want to join the world i dont think.
not in that sense anyway.
i like having relationships with people on an eye to eye level.
not having to live up to expectations to get what you deserve.
i think im going to go to school instead. i havent quite decided if i want to go to cosmetology school again. or college.
i think im going to follow through with my origional plan.
it seems best suited for me
cosmetology school and college for business.

just have to actually do something about it.

and its not my style.

i dont like to put myself out there, because it seems to have worked against me in the past i think. Even tho this would do nothing but help me.

so i woke up at 4 this evening or so and had to drive to scarborough to pick up a bakers rack for the kitchen.. it has like a wine rack and shelves and whatnot
but anywho. the story is.. i was driving and after yesterday driving all day.. you could say i was getting lazy . i ran like 2 red lights cuz they turned red too fast for me haha.. and i wasnt shifting properly because i had to start and stop at lights way too much so i was basically in 2nd or 3rd gear the whole time.. well at the starting and stopping places

that.
and i had no idea where we were going.
my dad had printed out a map of where to go.
but he didnt kno either.
so i missed the turn to the street and he flipped.
tho he didnt kno that was the street till we passed it.
then he tells me to pull over .
so he drove the 2 seconds to the house then i had to help him move it and then he was like arent you driving back? and i was like wtf.
because he turned it into a huge deal making me pull over and whatnot.
he toldme i should have been looking at the map.
and i thought he was in charge of that.. which would make sense cuz driving and reading doesnt work the best.
ah well. so then i was pissed on the way back and thaats when the lazy driving i was talking about happened. i was driving quite professionally on the way there.
so then he starts telling me that i smoked pot and am high. tho i was not.
and then that brought me to tears once again.
i dont like it when people tell me im doing things when im not. such as another time when he told me i couldnt see over a hill and i could quite clearly.
well since i havent smoked weed since the day before yesterday and was jonesing quite badly it was even worse

so i didnt help him bring it upstairs.. jenna did.

well later adam came into my room and told me to stop stealing his weed.
and that i havent.
so i was pissed again.
if i had stolen his weed, i would have been high then. and happy.

i dont know about these people i call my family.

OH the washer and dryer are hooked up now and i have like 8-10 loads of laundry to do now!

i want to go to the gym so badly

but i never get to

and it pisses me off

cuz i basically have wasted a month membership because no one has the 5 mins to let me drive there / pick me up

and jenna hasnt wanted to go but once.

icantwaitfortheshowertogetfixed
p.s.- i broke the shower head for the second time, this one is unfixable, so its even worse,and it wasnt my fault its so bad that the thing snapped off while i was rinsing off ricky, but we were buying a new one anyway


lovee.
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