Jul 27, 2009 11:47
My new quasi-boyfriend just offered me use of his less than a year old, 3G iPhone (he has the new one through work).
Me thinks he's trying to break the panty lock... and me thinks it maybe working. :eek:
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Ok, so I haven't told him the big V news yet. I'm going too have to soon though cause I'm sure he's wondering my I'm so shy about certain things (mainly the kissing) or worse than shy, 'why am I so cold?'.
He's a nice guy. Cute (in the geeky way I like), very sweet and very intuned to making me feel as comfortable as possible. He's also very into me (which is new and makes me giggle) and into kissing me. Main problem is (among the many) I'm never been much on the kissing and I don't know if it's cause the lack of experience I have in it (and therefore think/fear I suck at it) or cause I'm just not a kissing person.
Kissing is like being all up in somebody's personal space. Sharing hot air and rubbing faces and smelling/tasting the other person's breath. Eww. And I'm not even gonna get into the weirdness of french kissing. I like the other stuff, the cuddling and petting and touching bits... so tell me true - I am I being mondo weird on the kissing stuff or is this my inner self trying to tell me something in regards to too good to be true guy?