SUP
i am mad at grant and i dont want to get into it, but i dont get to see my mom i dont think. and im kinda mad at my mom too. i mean none of this is making me explode but it's a lot of disappointment. i know you shouldn't depend too much on other people because you'll be disappointed a lot and you have to take responsibility for yourself, but you should have some expectations of the people you give your time to, right? and it also puzzles me that my mom goes to such lengths to avoid people getting the least bit upset, like the world will explode if someone expresses an honest emotion. she's silly.
also i need to get home so i can sooner get a job, but no one got paid for warped yet except dan. and so on. and so on.
newman is sleeping behind my butt though, so that's cool. lora and i went to the mall today and i thought i was gonna die in her car. im AWFUL in cars lately.
oh i spent 3 days in fresno with alan and it was just like old times except i had to suck on his neck cos of rated r jenga. but i forgot about it until just now so it can't be that big of a deal.
benadryl confusion setting in. good night.
also i need to get home so i can sooner get a job, but no one got paid for warped yet except dan. and so on. and so on.
newman is sleeping behind my butt though, so that's cool. lora and i went to the mall today and i thought i was gonna die in her car. im AWFUL in cars lately.
oh i spent 3 days in fresno with alan and it was just like old times except i had to suck on his neck cos of rated r jenga. but i forgot about it until just now so it can't be that big of a deal.
benadryl confusion setting in. good night.