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Today, i was thinking about something. I was wondering about a mid-life crisis. Yeah, I know im a little young, but i see these middle aged guys trying to act youthful, and i think its not something everyone goes through, its something that is caused. If you stay mostly youthful, and not too serious, you don't go through a mid life crisis, but if you are all work and no play, its bound to happen. Then i started thinking about when i'm older, What the hell is my life going to be like? I see some successful people, some not-so-successful, and I wonder what they both did...what do i do to survive in society? What can i do to make sure i can support myself and my family...when you are out in the real world, you have a much larger responsiblity...and not everyone can handle that...I'm sorta curious how its gonna turn out for me. My whole life i was scared to be alone....because when im alone, on my own...i screw things up...im not sure what to do, or my point of view is too narrow, and i just don't see it, but when im with someone, they look out for me, they see things i can't...if i go out in that world alone...im going to fail...but thankfully, i have my beautiful, smart, loving girlfriend beth to help me out. I have confidence that she won't let me down, she will always be there for me, and i love her for it. That's all for today's post, til next time...