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The rest of my life I'll take these
chances, time goes by so very fast, I'll share my fortune and my
failure 'til there's nothing left...
I saw Adriaan thursday eve. He came by together with Gino. As soon as Gino was out of sight he quickly held my hand. I took a step forward and laid my hand on his chest. But ofcourse, right then and there, Gino came back.
And I actually wanted to go shopping today, but while I was waiting for my hair to dry and watched the weather getting grey, cold and depressing, that feeling left me pretty quick. So, here I am, online once again. And, actually I have nothing to talk about but I'll try hard to make this all a bit interesting.
Lately I've really started noticing that I'm growing up. I'm leaving puberty and all it's silly things behind, one at a time. And it feels good to not be so insecure anymore and to realise some of the more important things in live. It helps me to live life to it's fullest, and that's what I want. I don't want to regret a thing I did the day that I die.
Talking about death.. My best friend's Grandmother will be dead in a month time. The poor woman has been struggling with cancer for 3 years now and the battle has been won by the cancer. The docters located it in the left side of her brain. I got the honor to meet this woman a few times and she's lived a remarkable(sp?) life. She was a true rebel in her time and always made the best of every situation. She deserved to die in peace and not like this. It's hard for me to see Vera go through this pain. She's afraid to go to her grandmother. Because it would break her if her grandmother didn't recognize her. Because that's what the cancer in her head does. She's forgetting everything, only has a clear moment every now and then.. But, I have to admit, she has lived her live.
I saw Adriaan thursday eve. He came by together with Gino. As soon as Gino was out of sight he quickly held my hand. I took a step forward and laid my hand on his chest. But ofcourse, right then and there, Gino came back.
And I actually wanted to go shopping today, but while I was waiting for my hair to dry and watched the weather getting grey, cold and depressing, that feeling left me pretty quick. So, here I am, online once again. And, actually I have nothing to talk about but I'll try hard to make this all a bit interesting.
Lately I've really started noticing that I'm growing up. I'm leaving puberty and all it's silly things behind, one at a time. And it feels good to not be so insecure anymore and to realise some of the more important things in live. It helps me to live life to it's fullest, and that's what I want. I don't want to regret a thing I did the day that I die.
Talking about death.. My best friend's Grandmother will be dead in a month time. The poor woman has been struggling with cancer for 3 years now and the battle has been won by the cancer. The docters located it in the left side of her brain. I got the honor to meet this woman a few times and she's lived a remarkable(sp?) life. She was a true rebel in her time and always made the best of every situation. She deserved to die in peace and not like this. It's hard for me to see Vera go through this pain. She's afraid to go to her grandmother. Because it would break her if her grandmother didn't recognize her. Because that's what the cancer in her head does. She's forgetting everything, only has a clear moment every now and then.. But, I have to admit, she has lived her live.