An insight on Faith's life from her time before Sunnydale (in good old Boston) to her thoughts post-Chosen.
Fanmix by
snark_ranger and
inevitable012
01. Everclear - Father Of Mine
Father of mine
Tell me what do you see
When you look back at your wasted life
And you don't see me
…
Father of mine
Tell me how do you sleep
With the children you abandoned
And the wife I saw you beat
Faith makes frequent reference to her alcoholic mother and her dead beat dad. Mommy beat her and although she has a shoulder shrug approach to life she frequently makes jokes about it to cover her pain.
02. Starsailor - Alcoholic
Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes
And your Daddy was an alcoholic
But your mother kept it all inside
Threw it all away
More songs involving alcoholism and Faith’s issues with her “parents”.
03. Placebo - Black-Eyed
I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home
Faith has no one to trust. She barely trusts herself and acts wild to compensate for the unsteady life she has.
04. Adelphi - Attention
Somebody stop me please.
…
Heart punched with stars,
Sky filled with emptiness.
Everything you never said
So call this a lesson that’s worth being learned,
Is this the attention you deserve?
Faith wants someone to mold her into a good person. She just doesn’t know anyone.
05. Iggy Pop - Real Wild Child
I'm a real wild one
An' I like a wild fun
In a world gone crazy
Everything seems hazy
I'm a wild one
Ooh yeah I'm a wild one
Party hard or go home.
06. Stephen Kellogg & The Sixers - You Don't Look The Same When You're Leaving
I'd barely escaped from my childhood bed
…
But I was leaving
I was leaving and I found some comfort there
I was leaving
Too stupid or too brave to care
When the opportunity to get out of Boston arises, she takes it.
07. Butterfly Boucher - Another White Dash
There is something exciting
about leaving everything behind
There is something deep and pulling
leaving everything behind
Something about having everything
you think you’ll ever need
sitting in the seat next to you
Faith sees Sunnydale as a new start for her.
08. Bloc Party - The Prayer
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
Second best runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more than is given to you?
Than is give to you?
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice, I will dazzle them with my wit
She tries to get used to Buffy and tries to fit in with the gang.
09. Muse - Hysteria
It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive
Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
She still is struggling with her dark side while slaying. She knows what she is supposed to do but she also knows what she WANTS to do.
10. Simon & Garfunkel - Sound Of Silence
Hello darkness, my old friend;
I've come to talk with you again.
She decides to embrace the dark side.
11. Tegan and Sara - Knife Going In
I feel the knife going in,
I'm feeling anxious.
Not enough to kill me,
I thought it'd happen fast.
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious.
Sleeping inches from me,
I let it pass.
The showdown between Buffy and Faith occurs. Faith thinks it's finally over for her, but we all know it takes more than a knife to the gut to get rid of Faithy.
12. Something Corporate - Straw Dog
What does it take to be a superhero in our world?
Make no mistake that these villains always get the girl
We can escape, and then we'd skate away from all of this
And no one ever does.
Faith wants to take the road to redemption but she doesn’t know if it’s worth it.
13. Plus 44 - Chapter XIII
And we'll both take our revenge
But we still won't feel any better
I'm scraped and sober but there's no one listening
She gets a less than warm welcome back to the ‘Dale. She still tries to prove she is not the same girl she was when she left.
14. The National - Mr. November
I wish that I believed in fate
I wish I didn't sleep so late
I used to be carried in the arms of cheerleaders
I'm the new blue blood, I'm the great white hope
I'm the new blue blood
I won't fuck us over, I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November, I won't fuck us over
When the opportunity to save the world arises Faith realizes this could be her shining moment. She is holding on to it because she can’t mess this second chance up. She promises herself she won’t mess this one up.
15. Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl (Subliminal Seduction Remix)
Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl
Apocalypse Zero. Faith One. The quasi-obligatory Faith song.
16. Everclear - I Want To Die A Beautiful Death
I just want to get lost in the motion
I just want to get lost in my beautiful self
I just want to get lost in the city
I don't want to live forever
I want to die a beautiful death
After all the pain she has been through, Faith just wants to live life. She is going to take what she has, run with it, and try to do the right thing.
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