Wow...I dont know what to say. I was wondering what you have been up to lately because I used to love reading your posts...I always loved the way you wrote.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. This is the second person I have heard of (our age) that's recently lost their mother to cancer. I just don't know how you deal with it. How do you find the strength to go on? I think about how I would be if I lost my mother and I think I would just go insane...I dont think I would have the will to live without her. So, I admire you--people who DO find that strength to go on.
And in regard to the other stuff about being in college...I'm graduating this semestet and I cant be happier about it. I know one day I'll miss it, but right now...I'm miserable in college. I'm sick of being 24 and a friggin college student when everyone else is 18. I wouldnt mind being 18 again, but only if I could undo my wrongs and not have to go back through all the bullshit in the process.
I sometimes really hate the life process. I just don't get it. It's like...what's the point?
Anyway...sorry to get depressing on you. I'm glad to hear that you're alive and I, again, am so sorry to hear about your loss.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. This is the second person I have heard of (our age) that's recently lost their mother to cancer. I just don't know how you deal with it. How do you find the strength to go on? I think about how I would be if I lost my mother and I think I would just go insane...I dont think I would have the will to live without her. So, I admire you--people who DO find that strength to go on.
And in regard to the other stuff about being in college...I'm graduating this semestet and I cant be happier about it. I know one day I'll miss it, but right now...I'm miserable in college. I'm sick of being 24 and a friggin college student when everyone else is 18. I wouldnt mind being 18 again, but only if I could undo my wrongs and not have to go back through all the bullshit in the process.
I sometimes really hate the life process. I just don't get it. It's like...what's the point?
Anyway...sorry to get depressing on you. I'm glad to hear that you're alive and I, again, am so sorry to hear about your loss.
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