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I lost you were i left you, in the ashes at the bottom of an ashtray, and i miss you. i'm covered in pills and breathing out smoke.
covered like an urn scattered on the bottom of an ocean floor. nobody said it was easy.
and i just want you to flow out of my soul, like joni, because love is touching souls.
take me back to the start of where we began and i'll be perfect this time. we'll laugh and smile and at before the closing credits, we'll find each other skating on ice at madison square garden, blocking out the sounds of the starlight above us, we'll kiss and spin in circles as snow collects on my eyelashes.
let's start over, in upstate new york and boston and all the love we have for everyone else that never loved us back is pouring out of our mouths, like bees from a beehive, to each other. be my sounding board, let me love you, because all i want is to love someone. if you would let me love you, i could justify myself.
i miss adam. tonight, i miss adam. adam was everything inside of me, words and passion and love. you hear me? i miss you. we live in the same city and i miss you. you are happy, nothing makes me feel better right now than knowing that.
tomorrow will be the same as every other day. why do i bore so easily? what happened to the full bottle of wine? where has my love gone these days? i saw a child, black and blue. i saw a child that wet his pants everytime a door slammed, because that is how the world is, because that is how people are.
everyday i'm losing myself in the skeletons of everyone's closets. everyday having depression is an excuse not to love your children anymore. everyday is drug rehab.
and all i want to do is love you more and more. i've lost myself.
in the year of our lord, 2025.
covered like an urn scattered on the bottom of an ocean floor. nobody said it was easy.
and i just want you to flow out of my soul, like joni, because love is touching souls.
take me back to the start of where we began and i'll be perfect this time. we'll laugh and smile and at before the closing credits, we'll find each other skating on ice at madison square garden, blocking out the sounds of the starlight above us, we'll kiss and spin in circles as snow collects on my eyelashes.
let's start over, in upstate new york and boston and all the love we have for everyone else that never loved us back is pouring out of our mouths, like bees from a beehive, to each other. be my sounding board, let me love you, because all i want is to love someone. if you would let me love you, i could justify myself.
i miss adam. tonight, i miss adam. adam was everything inside of me, words and passion and love. you hear me? i miss you. we live in the same city and i miss you. you are happy, nothing makes me feel better right now than knowing that.
tomorrow will be the same as every other day. why do i bore so easily? what happened to the full bottle of wine? where has my love gone these days? i saw a child, black and blue. i saw a child that wet his pants everytime a door slammed, because that is how the world is, because that is how people are.
everyday i'm losing myself in the skeletons of everyone's closets. everyday having depression is an excuse not to love your children anymore. everyday is drug rehab.
and all i want to do is love you more and more. i've lost myself.
in the year of our lord, 2025.