Aug 01, 2008 01:36
So bare is over now and I am pretty over it. It was a fun summer though I don't feel live I've grown at all from it. I guess I entered the conservatory expecting something this year and it died somewhere along the way. Not sure I agree with how the conservatory was setup this year...at all really.
My aunt passed away last week, before my last 3 shows. She was such an amazing woman. I feel so bad I didnt make the effort to get to know her better. She was always so sweet to my brother and I. I am worried about my mom now. Everytime she detects any type of problem, she flips out there is no talking to her. It makes me worry ofcourse about her blood pressure. I know she is really emotional but I think I am starting to notice a decline in her mental health and probably soon-to-be, physical health. Gahh! Not to mention she wants to adopt my aunts old dog who has no where else to go. Like we can afford or even fit another dog in this house.
On the plus note, CANADA NEXT WEEK! I am so psyched!
I have to do well next year in school. No more f-ing around.