August 10 ✿ Dear diary,I don't know where to even START today. It's strange how your life can go from dull to crazy in just one single day. I guess I should start from the beginning of yesterday, we've got another handful of new arrivals the past few days and again no sign of Beat. Looks like he'll be missing this dance, too. Ugh, just how hard is it to transfer from one ship to another anyway?! It can't be THAT difficult. But then again,....this is Beat we're talking about. Not to be confused with that, diary. I'm not calling him stupid - I'm just calling him an idiot. An idiot with a big heart. And that's exactly why I should keep waiting for him. I mean, Rhyme made here from Sif, right? So, he will too. I hope
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August 11 ✿ Dear diary,I've talked with Minato and unfortunately, I didn't really get the answers that I was looking for. I know he has a point, but all of this waiting? There's gotta be something else I can do. I'm not going to give up just yet. I just have to keep searching until I get the answer I want.
Tomorrow is Mieu's Gradentasta and I've decided to go with Yoshimori. I'm bringing Soul along too, so he wouldn't be sitting here by himself all day. I know this isn't his sorta thing, but he's still new around here and this is a good opportunity for him to get to know people and make some friends. I hope it's as fun as the Frienship Ball last year. Hm, I wonder who'll be there...
August 29 ✿ Dear diary,My journey to find Sif is becoming very tedious. We travel for countless hours with hardly any planets or ships in sight. And each time I check our coordinates, it looks like we've only made little process. I'm doing my best to not get discourage, but at this rate I don't know WHEN I'll return to Thor with Sif constantly on the move.
I feel weak now a days. Soul said I almost didn't wake up in time this morning and it's getting harder for me to breathe, too. I don't know if it's because we haven't been eating well due to the low of credits, or it's because I really AM dying. I'm starting to wonder if this whole thing was pointless to begin with. Should I start turning back or do I keep going? I'd hate to face everyone empty-handed, have the guilt of what I've been putting through my friends, and to feel like a failure. But if I stop now, I'd feel as if I gave up too easily like I gave up on Beat before I saw him again. What do I do? I don't want to lose.
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August 10 ✿ Dear diary,I don't know where to even START today. It's strange how your life can go from dull to crazy in just one single day. I guess I should start from the beginning of yesterday, we've got another handful of new arrivals the past few days and again no sign of Beat. Looks like he'll be missing this dance, too. Ugh, just how hard is it to transfer from one ship to another anyway?! It can't be THAT difficult. But then again,....this is Beat we're talking about. Not to be confused with that, diary. I'm not calling him stupid - I'm just calling him an idiot. An idiot with a big heart. And that's exactly why I should keep waiting for him. I mean, Rhyme made here from Sif, right? So, he will too. I hope ( ... )
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August 11 ✿ Dear diary,I've talked with Minato and unfortunately, I didn't really get the answers that I was looking for. I know he has a point, but all of this waiting? There's gotta be something else I can do. I'm not going to give up just yet. I just have to keep searching until I get the answer I want.
Tomorrow is Mieu's Gradentasta and I've decided to go with Yoshimori. I'm bringing Soul along too, so he wouldn't be sitting here by himself all day. I know this isn't his sorta thing, but he's still new around here and this is a good opportunity for him to get to know people and make some friends. I hope it's as fun as the Frienship Ball last year. Hm, I wonder who'll be there...
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August 14 ✿ Dear diary,That was the best party I've ever had!!
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August 29 ✿ Dear diary,My journey to find Sif is becoming very tedious. We travel for countless hours with hardly any planets or ships in sight. And each time I check our coordinates, it looks like we've only made little process. I'm doing my best to not get discourage, but at this rate I don't know WHEN I'll return to Thor with Sif constantly on the move.
I feel weak now a days. Soul said I almost didn't wake up in time this morning and it's getting harder for me to breathe, too. I don't know if it's because we haven't been eating well due to the low of credits, or it's because I really AM dying. I'm starting to wonder if this whole thing was pointless to begin with. Should I start turning back or do I keep going? I'd hate to face everyone empty-handed, have the guilt of what I've been putting through my friends, and to feel like a failure. But if I stop now, I'd feel as if I gave up too easily like I gave up on Beat before I saw him again. What do I do? I don't want to lose.
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