an update
im in that seasonal rut. sounds awesome i know. i dont like blaming my actions on that, but i am. ive been staying in. sleeping late. avoiding phone conversations and text messages. working too much. stressing. and generally being a slob. been thinking a lot. about what i want and what i need. its a lot to process. im glad the holidays are over. or almost over. to say that im excited to see 2008 gone would be an understatement. but to rely on 2009 being better or to produce some miracle cure-all would be silly. im thoroughly convince i'll be more disappointed in 2009.