What's wrong with me?
I mean, am I unattractive? Do I have an unpleasant smell? Do I have major personality flaws? Do I have a bad sense of humor?
WHAT IS IT?
How is it that it's physically impossible for me to have guys openly like me?
It's either that they're into other girls, into other guys, too shy, or creepy.
Come now.
I just want a person that I can have fun with. A person that I can play Scrabble with while drinking tea. A person that I can feel safe with. A person my parents like. Someone that likes to wear gaudy sweaters, and grow unique facial hair. A boy, no, a man, that knows what direction his life is taking.
I just want a guy with a sense of style, and an excellent and diverse taste in music. A nerd, one could say; a person that is interesting and tries hard. A romanticist, who knows when to stop.
Is it that I ask for too much? Or is there something wrong with me?
Do I need to be more slutty? Kiss every cute boy I talk to? Do I need to change myself completely?
Please tell me, anyone.
I'm not having a good day.