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I'm so in love right now
It's offical. I'm in love with him. That convo...ended it. I melted when he held me. I didn't want to let go. He was honest with me, but I wasn't totally honest with him. I didn't get a chance to tell him what I really felt, and what I really want from this. So...here we go. Bare with me...
I want him. I want to be with him and it just be me and him and our love. Marriage....maybe. Right now that's not the best idea, but I could see myself marrying him one day. I can tell right now that he's gonna make a great father. My family, who really does mean a lot to me, already love him. I feel, safe when I'm with him. I haven't been happy in a very long time, and he makes me so happy. I want to make him happy. I am willing to do whatever I can in my life to make him happy. There's just something about him that I cannot get over. I love him.
It's offical. I'm in love with him. That convo...ended it. I melted when he held me. I didn't want to let go. He was honest with me, but I wasn't totally honest with him. I didn't get a chance to tell him what I really felt, and what I really want from this. So...here we go. Bare with me...
I want him. I want to be with him and it just be me and him and our love. Marriage....maybe. Right now that's not the best idea, but I could see myself marrying him one day. I can tell right now that he's gonna make a great father. My family, who really does mean a lot to me, already love him. I feel, safe when I'm with him. I haven't been happy in a very long time, and he makes me so happy. I want to make him happy. I am willing to do whatever I can in my life to make him happy. There's just something about him that I cannot get over. I love him.