Jan 18, 2008 14:37
I want to be able to live my life just like anyone else, and by anyone else I mean like the Ordinaries. See I'm a dad now and I have Rachel and our children to worry about.I want them to be able to grow up safe and not having to worry how people will treat them if they know what their father is. No matter what it comes down to what I am. A genetically empowered soldier. Something created in a lab. I'm no one's son, I don't have grandparents. Hell closest thing I have come to as having a father is John Winchester. He's been there for me and I've been there for him and his family. I swear the man could just call himself the dad of the transgenics but he'd have a cruise ship or two full of kids.
I want the life he had with Mary before she was taken away from him. The happiness, the laughter. He tells me stories along with his sons Dean and Sam. I like how it all sounds. They were happy. They had love and family. That's all I want. I want that with Rachel. I want to be a good dad for Piotr who like me never knew what a father was, and for Hope. I want to be good a good dad for mine and Rachel's unborn child. I just don't want to let them down. That's all I want.
Alec McDowell // Dark Angel // 243 words