So Okay
So like I was on this diet and everything because I thought that I could lose some weight because I thought that I was ready to like start dating and stuff, but I am really not ready, so I think I am just going to eat whatever I want because what is the point of starving myself for no reason. Well I guess I could like get in shape for my health but I really don't give a shit about my health, so I am going to eat the fries, the cake, and the cookies because that is what is making me happy right now. Hell, being fat is better than smoking. Maybe I should start smoking. I do like to smoke, but I don't think I should do it you know trying to be an actor and all. Why am I trying to be an actor. Jesus Fucking Christ. I should be trying to be an accountant. Or maybe not. I love the work it is just that I do not have enough confidence. Or maybe I do have confidence and I just don't know. Oh fuck. Well I am going to go to some like thing right now so I will talk to you later.