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Jun 20, 2005 15:26

Life sucks and I thought about killing myself yesterday. So I called George and went to DejaVu. Make sense. It does to me.

anyways. I have two attacks yesterday which involved me passing out. The cause: thinking too much and not doing anything about it.

Brett and I are done, that is why there is no more cell phone. At least he's not spreading rumors, and I am thankful for that because I know how Nick's family is.

I'm tired of calling Paul and getting hoed out. Wow, that is the shortest relationship I've ever had.

I'm getting kicked out of Nicks house. they're giving me until I find another place to live. shouldn't be more then two weeks from now.

I got an email from john marra (old mentor). hopefully I get to talk to him soon. I miss him.

hopefully me and rosie go out to greenfield tomorrow. I NEED to talk to the mentors. I miss them.

Everyday I wake up, I feel like I'm getting fucked in the ass. Rosie and Nick are the only thing that are making me not want to blow my fucking brains out.
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