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Ms. Martin is driving me crazy. somehow she found a completly new list of things for me to do, on top of everything I did yesterday. Everything I completed yesterday is wrong, EVERYTHING. So now I have to get everything done she gave me instead of doing what I NEED to get done to pass the class. I swear to god, if I don't fucking pass the class, I will find where she lives.
Frusteration.
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flow down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what we fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
Brett comes back Friday. I feel we are going to have our first fight and I'm gonna be the one to start it. Either that or I'm just so pent up right now, and I need to scream and run a mile and tear all my hair out................. forget the hair part. Yesterday, he asked "are you happy with me?" WTF!!!!!!!! Where did that come from???? "I don't know, you have just sounded sad latly whenever you're on the phone with me. You're not like that when I'm there." NO SHIT. I told him "It's because your NOT here. I told you when you took off that the next 2 or 3 weeks are going to be crazy and stressful, and they are. I'm sad you're not here, and I'm mad at the world right now." He scared me there for a second.
I love the new System of a Down cd. It's fucking beautiful.
Frusteration.
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flow down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what we fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
Brett comes back Friday. I feel we are going to have our first fight and I'm gonna be the one to start it. Either that or I'm just so pent up right now, and I need to scream and run a mile and tear all my hair out................. forget the hair part. Yesterday, he asked "are you happy with me?" WTF!!!!!!!! Where did that come from???? "I don't know, you have just sounded sad latly whenever you're on the phone with me. You're not like that when I'm there." NO SHIT. I told him "It's because your NOT here. I told you when you took off that the next 2 or 3 weeks are going to be crazy and stressful, and they are. I'm sad you're not here, and I'm mad at the world right now." He scared me there for a second.
I love the new System of a Down cd. It's fucking beautiful.