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ive avoided this topic on my blog for a reason, with a vengeance.
its like ive been abandoned, left to flop around and there's no help float in sight. horrid grades, bad interviews, a lack of offers. i definitely did not expect this when i was in primary school. getting top in science and maths and english.. minus chinese. and when i got my 87.5 for science back in nanyang high, i definitely saw myself as one of those graduants with straight aces of my cert. but that didn't happen. my parent's wishes and mine, all shattered.
i probably sound all melodramatic but its really getting too much to bear.
i cant wait for this period to be over. i cant wait to restart my life, pick up the pieces, ace everything, go on student exchange abroad, and get into the dean's list and complete my graduate studies in stamford. its still possibly. i cant lose faith just yet.
its like ive been abandoned, left to flop around and there's no help float in sight. horrid grades, bad interviews, a lack of offers. i definitely did not expect this when i was in primary school. getting top in science and maths and english.. minus chinese. and when i got my 87.5 for science back in nanyang high, i definitely saw myself as one of those graduants with straight aces of my cert. but that didn't happen. my parent's wishes and mine, all shattered.
i probably sound all melodramatic but its really getting too much to bear.
i cant wait for this period to be over. i cant wait to restart my life, pick up the pieces, ace everything, go on student exchange abroad, and get into the dean's list and complete my graduate studies in stamford. its still possibly. i cant lose faith just yet.