if you could read my mind...
you would see that i truly am not girlfriend material
it's a hard habit to break after 20 years of solitude (relationship-wise)
I just don't see myself with a guy... or spending time with someone who
actually cares about me, and wanted to be with me.
it doesn't process through my head...
i am meant to be alone... and i'm fine with that.
i'll go through life being the single 40 year old hottie, if i have to
but to tie myself down in any sort of relationship is just absurd to me.
I can't do friends-with-benefits because i get attached.
the most I can handle is a one night hookup.
I'm like a guy in the sense that if you jump into bed with me fast, I'm done with you.
It could be the best hook-up in the world and I won't like you after that
Hey! "Why buy the cow when you can taste the milk for free?" am I right?
I should be a lesbian...
no I couldn't... and I shouldn't.
I <3 penis a lot. More than what I ever thought was possible.
I don't know why i'm writing this while I'm at work...
I thought I should
it has to do with a man from my job... i actually should call him and old boy because that's what he is.
I've come to realize that I'm not as horrible looking as I always viewed myself...
i'm a cutie... when i want to be. usually, i want to be.
i can get one night hookups if i want to be slutty... but come on... i don't like being that slutty.
i'm gonna end up being that slutty, but by the time i'm 30 (10 yrs) it won't be regarded as slutty...
just as a successful, single career woman having some fun.
I won't be a virgin by the time i'm 30, i hope...
then, I would kill myself.
I dont' know what's up with me...
I guess it's the atmospere... rainy day, stuck in doors answering calls and logging in faxes, opening packages. it just makes a girl think about her life and how good or bad it is.
Today life is: Fabulous!
the sun is coming out...
I'm single, no commitments, i can talk to my mother about anything (except drugs... LOL)
I love how life has given me such good luck... at least today.
You know what it is? It's friday... and it's payday and i got paid a shit load more than what i thought i was gonna get paid. Life is sweet my friends... life is sweet.
I <3 my cousin a lot. Violet-a... she's the shiznit... and we're gonna go to NY and watch Rent.
Mlilisita, if you are able to come we are gonna stay with my abuela... be afraid, be very afraid. LOL
speaking of milisita... biatch I cannot wait to see you. I'm still laughing at the stupid shit you were telling me last night. I'm sorry but as much time as we spend together, i don't know how i managed to go on without you by my side... or me by your side... whatever. I'll be seeing you mas luego i hope. if not, i'll see you tomorrow... up at the crack of dawn to get our licenses and shopping for a 6am wedding... oh boy.
i miss errbody up in orlando...
it has taken me so far 2 hrs to write this entry... i don't want them to think that this is all i do at work... i actually work. i work hard for my money... so hard for it honey. I work hard for my money so you better treat me right.
I don't know why i keep thinking about some of those Orlando boys that managed to get my panties all in a twist... i miss having a crush on them... it was fun... you guys were hott too! way out of my league! but it was fun thinking about you. heh heh...
i'm going crazy... but that's just me... crazy. not so talkative, but crazy.
ok i think i'm done here... i seriously don't know why i wrote so much.
back to phones and faxes
it's a hard habit to break after 20 years of solitude (relationship-wise)
I just don't see myself with a guy... or spending time with someone who
actually cares about me, and wanted to be with me.
it doesn't process through my head...
i am meant to be alone... and i'm fine with that.
i'll go through life being the single 40 year old hottie, if i have to
but to tie myself down in any sort of relationship is just absurd to me.
I can't do friends-with-benefits because i get attached.
the most I can handle is a one night hookup.
I'm like a guy in the sense that if you jump into bed with me fast, I'm done with you.
It could be the best hook-up in the world and I won't like you after that
Hey! "Why buy the cow when you can taste the milk for free?" am I right?
I should be a lesbian...
no I couldn't... and I shouldn't.
I <3 penis a lot. More than what I ever thought was possible.
I don't know why i'm writing this while I'm at work...
I thought I should
it has to do with a man from my job... i actually should call him and old boy because that's what he is.
I've come to realize that I'm not as horrible looking as I always viewed myself...
i'm a cutie... when i want to be. usually, i want to be.
i can get one night hookups if i want to be slutty... but come on... i don't like being that slutty.
i'm gonna end up being that slutty, but by the time i'm 30 (10 yrs) it won't be regarded as slutty...
just as a successful, single career woman having some fun.
I won't be a virgin by the time i'm 30, i hope...
then, I would kill myself.
I dont' know what's up with me...
I guess it's the atmospere... rainy day, stuck in doors answering calls and logging in faxes, opening packages. it just makes a girl think about her life and how good or bad it is.
Today life is: Fabulous!
the sun is coming out...
I'm single, no commitments, i can talk to my mother about anything (except drugs... LOL)
I love how life has given me such good luck... at least today.
You know what it is? It's friday... and it's payday and i got paid a shit load more than what i thought i was gonna get paid. Life is sweet my friends... life is sweet.
I <3 my cousin a lot. Violet-a... she's the shiznit... and we're gonna go to NY and watch Rent.
Mlilisita, if you are able to come we are gonna stay with my abuela... be afraid, be very afraid. LOL
speaking of milisita... biatch I cannot wait to see you. I'm still laughing at the stupid shit you were telling me last night. I'm sorry but as much time as we spend together, i don't know how i managed to go on without you by my side... or me by your side... whatever. I'll be seeing you mas luego i hope. if not, i'll see you tomorrow... up at the crack of dawn to get our licenses and shopping for a 6am wedding... oh boy.
i miss errbody up in orlando...
it has taken me so far 2 hrs to write this entry... i don't want them to think that this is all i do at work... i actually work. i work hard for my money... so hard for it honey. I work hard for my money so you better treat me right.
I don't know why i keep thinking about some of those Orlando boys that managed to get my panties all in a twist... i miss having a crush on them... it was fun... you guys were hott too! way out of my league! but it was fun thinking about you. heh heh...
i'm going crazy... but that's just me... crazy. not so talkative, but crazy.
ok i think i'm done here... i seriously don't know why i wrote so much.
back to phones and faxes