It's a winding road, I've been walking for a long time
**Michael scroll down, I have a special message for you.
I'm leaving Wednesday morning.
Tomorrow, I have a final in the morning.
Gotta pick up Tony at the train station.
Tomorrow night, we're (Mel, Tony, Megs, Cliff, Brad, Eon, and myself) having our final dinner)
Tomorrow night we're (Mel, Tony, Mandi, Ev, Lu, Dan, and myself) "hanging out."
Tuesday morning-ish, Mel, Tony, Dan and Myself are going to islands.
Tuesday night we're drinking
Wednesday morning-ish, I'm leaving. I wanna get home before traffic hits back in Miami.
Cinco De Mayo will be celebrated with Sue Hellencita... the Beach and then drinking that night.
Friday... day of rest.
Saturday will most definitely be heading to SoHo.
Yes, yes, indeed I will have a busy week.
In the midst of all this I gotta find time to go back to the Ol' high school and pay a visit to el senor Moralito. Give him his present and head back to sleep before taking my mother to work. And hang out with my new roommate back home, which happens to be my cousin Violet... "Violet, you're turning violet, Violet!" LOL
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Man, moving... what a concept. I never truly understood it. I've moved so many times that it never really hit me. I guess becuase I always moved with the same people. So I wasn't leaving anyone behind. This time, it's different. I'm leaving behind my family of 2 years. The people who took care of me when I needed it. Who gave me car rides when I had no car, The family who we would fight with, and then make-up, the family with whom I experienced new things with. We've all gone through a lot these 2 years in the Indian Reservation. I'm surely going to miss everyone.
Like I was telling Sue Hellen, I'm having the hardest time dealing with this move. These last 2 weeks, I've cried, pretty much every night. With some nights not getting much sleep. Like last night. I just can't come to terms with the fact that I'm leaving. I just don't know what I'm going to do without everyone. I'm gonna miss telling Evy to put clothes on so she can come over and hang out with me. I'm gonna miss Mandi calling Mel to go to the gym and saying get on the 7 o'clock shuttle. I'm gonna miss Melissa waking up and me asking her to take a nap with me in the living room. I'm gonna miss Danny doing laundry... everyday! Michael, staying in his room for days at a time. I'm gonna miss everyone. I know I'll never forget them. Let's face it, We're all pretty much stuck with each other, whether we like it or not. We are family, through ups and downs, we've been with each other through everything. Holes in wall and even a gazillion non-threatening hurricanes. I love my UCF Family. This time, the hole that has been put in my heart wasn't my fault. So everyone owes me 50 bucks for putting it there!
I do want to move back. Moving back to Miami is what I want to do. But leaving everyone is what's killing me. I don't even want to say goodbye when I leave. I don't think I can take it. I don't think I'll be able to drive because how much I'll be crying. Everyone knows I love them. If they don't, I'm telling you now. I love you guys. You've been the greatest friends a girl could ask for. I don't think anyone understands how much I'm going to miss you all. I don't mean to get all dramatic and sappy but there will be an emptiness in my heart without you guys. I was working on something for everyone but it didn't end up working out, so I'll say my goodbyes here.
Mandi - Thank you for being everyone's mom when they needed a mom. I'm sorry for throwing up on your rug, but hopefully you'll get that cleaned up in no time. If you don't I'll give you my security deposit money to reimburse you. I hope everything with Chris works out for the best. You two deserve a chance to love each other for real. Maybe while we're down in Miami, we can go to Home Depot and check out the bathroom designs and kitchens. I love you woman, even when I was bitching you out in your apartment, I still loved you. I'm glad we hung out a lot this semester. Keep on shaking that ass and whenever I see a huge booty, I'll think of you. I'll gladly give you your one hundred bucks. I'm pretty sure I lost.
Evy - How long have you lived here? 2 years? That's what I thought. Seriously though, even though you've only been here 4 months, it feels like you've been here 2 years like the rest of us. I honestly feel like you moving up here was a good thing because it brought all the girls together. You helped us all come together. Stop judging me! I love you very much, even if you can talk on the phone for hours at a time. Even when a person is telling you they don't have minutes. Keep fighting with Mandi like you guys are sisters. Shit like that is healthy for your friendship. I'll miss you a lot. Especially you coming over and getting ready for work or cooking your food over at my place. I'll miss you even more because we're the only 2 girls in our circle that drive stick. We still gotta teach those other bitches to drive stick.
Melissa - I'll see you in Miami bitch! But I'm still gonna miss you for these 2 months. This semester, I don't think there has been one thing that we haven't done together. Give or take a few nights, but whatever. You won't be just a few steps away. Now I actually have to put effort into going to see you. You better believe that I'll drive to your house, but after that you are driving where ever we go. Hopefully that boyfriend of yours won't get in the way of our friendship. I doubt it! We still gotta go see every scary movie that's coming out this summer. I'll sleep over that way you don't shit in your pants the nights we see these horror flicks. I love ya, always have, always will. You want a sandwhich?
Lu - You fucking bitch! And if you don't know what I'm talking about, you're an even bigger bitch! LOL I'm kidding. I hope everything works out well for you. You are a bitch because you were supposed to move to Miami with Mel and me. But whatever, you're a sellout, which is fine by me. I love you woman and our weird moments of deep conversation. Talking about boys, and school, and life and all that good stuff. We'll party all summer. Yay! I won't have to climb 3 flights of stairs to go visit you! Don't be a stranger, give me a call if you ever just need to talk, I won't change my number, and I do I promise to call and tell you. ;)
Danny - My little bitch... "Maria! Wait!!!" LOL I'm gonna start missing you the minute I leave, because even though you'll try to come down to Miami during the summer, I know you have to keep raising money for your trip to Cali. I love you and I love the fact that you're doing this intership to pursue your dreams. You've been an incredible person in my life and I'm gonna miss having you be my next door neighbor. I'm definitely not gonna miss being able to listen to you in the shower especially when you have guests in their with you. LMAO Thank you for being a good friend, teaching me to drive, teaching me to drive stick, thank you for all the wonderfull memories we've shared. If I get a Jetta before you do, I'll call you and gloat. LOL
Michael C. - The minute I met you I felt an awesome connection with you. I don't know how it happened, but I did. I love you very much and I wish we could have spent more time together. I know how life can be and it gets in the way. I will never forget you. I don't think you know how much it meant for me that you came to the surprise party. I never doubted that we had a good friendship, but you showing up, reassured me that you care and how much I care for you. Even if I am in Miami, call me, tell me how you're doing. I'll do the same. I love that we became friends, and you better believe you will be one of the first people I call when I'm in town. We'll go to lunch and talk. Everytime I come up, I'll bring Drop Dead Fred, so when we do hang out we can finally watch it together. I won't watch the movie unless I watch it with you. You better believe I haven't seen it yet, I'm still waiting for our date to see it. I hope you get into the pharmacy school you want to go to. Keep studying because you're gonna be my sugar daddy! Besitos my love.
Michael O. - Keep eating those Taquitos! LOL If it bugs mel, it's a good thing LOL I know you won't read this, but I hope you know I love you. You've been an awesome roommate. I love the fact that you would sit with me and watch TV... we'll always have VH1's 100 hottest hotties. Now matter what happens, whenever I see that I'll always think of you. Keep playing pokemon... lol If you notice that the new people you live with start cooking a steak, don't leave the room. Have the fire extinguisher ready. When I come up and visit, I'll take you grocery shopping. LOL I'll miss coming in to your room every once in a while and laying on your bed. Or watching Mel bug you. I'll definitely miss that.
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OK.... this was a long entry. I still feel teary eyed, but I think I'll be fine. I love you all. I'll miss you all. I'm going to bed because I still have a final tomorrow. Peace.