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i understand how you need to use me. stop fucking around. stop sucking up. i will patronize you, but only because we have stood in the same place for so long.
i figured out what irritates me about you.its your wandering inconsideration. and your passive manipulation. its also your clingyness that i wish to shrug off. you see i have these standards, and theyre not very high. but you dont even meet these. and since you dont mean a thing to me now ill treat you like shit because i hate the things you do. and so i am able to cut you off, without even the slightest twinge of heart strings, its different from the others because if you were like my other friends i would be trying so much harder to maintain the connection. i am sentimental and a sucker. but not for you. so when you start to notice that we dont talk as much anymore..or when you start to notice that im being distant. its not all in your head. ive moved on and away.
i figured out what irritates me about you.its your wandering inconsideration. and your passive manipulation. its also your clingyness that i wish to shrug off. you see i have these standards, and theyre not very high. but you dont even meet these. and since you dont mean a thing to me now ill treat you like shit because i hate the things you do. and so i am able to cut you off, without even the slightest twinge of heart strings, its different from the others because if you were like my other friends i would be trying so much harder to maintain the connection. i am sentimental and a sucker. but not for you. so when you start to notice that we dont talk as much anymore..or when you start to notice that im being distant. its not all in your head. ive moved on and away.