wonder where you've been
Its funny how divided this apartment is politically. I think tomorrow i'll flaunt my spankin' new death cab shirt. Its light blue with red white and blue lettering...and it says we have the facts and we're voting. AND THEN IT HAS AN OH SO SUBTLE DONKEY SPLAYED ACROSS THE BACKGROUND. hehehe. its not blatant. not at all. I am seriously in love with all the new music I've acquired. Now if only i had a job i could acquire some new cds legitimately. I'll be home this weekend maybe I can squeeze something out of the madre.
(It comes and goes in waves. sometimes I think nothings better than this and I never want to grow up or go back...and then something will trigger me to remember, and it washes over me in infinite layers of sadness. I want to stay young forever. I want things to change back . I want you to forgive me so badly. I want you to stop hating me. I want us to stop ignoring each other. I wanted us to be able to have a civil mature adult conversation. I want things to get straightened out. I want to know how your life is going. I want you to care about how mine is. I want to be able to start over. I dont want us to never talk to each other again. I'll give you the time. I'll be receptive. and I can wait.)
(It comes and goes in waves. sometimes I think nothings better than this and I never want to grow up or go back...and then something will trigger me to remember, and it washes over me in infinite layers of sadness. I want to stay young forever. I want things to change back . I want you to forgive me so badly. I want you to stop hating me. I want us to stop ignoring each other. I wanted us to be able to have a civil mature adult conversation. I want things to get straightened out. I want to know how your life is going. I want you to care about how mine is. I want to be able to start over. I dont want us to never talk to each other again. I'll give you the time. I'll be receptive. and I can wait.)