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today was absolutely horribly miserable. my dad took me to school and i had to talk my princible's ass. even before i started i felt like crying. i wanted to forget everything and now i have to tell her? i explained the children. my feelings. what i did and didn't do. how i want them to burn in hell. how they beat me up. how my whole school life will probably be ruined because of this. how it effected me in so many ways. how i lost everyone that could have been called friends. how i use the internet like drugs. how i depend on the internet. how much a loser i am. and yeah. i guess now she thinks i have serious mental issues. WHICH I DO. and i will probably need a physocologist or something. i told her the names of the fucking bitches. i went into classes today. everyone in the fucking school knows. everyone just stares at me. all the teachers are trying to be nice to me in an irratating way. i skipped the rest of that day. who fucking knows what will happen when i have school, school. not just an extra lessons day. i dread monday. i don't want to go but they will make me. fuck them. fuck my life. today, i spent half an hour writing a letter to my soul. mushy stuff? yeah. well better than naming a diary and using it. should i post it here? it made some people cry...