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My back hurts. I'm pushing myself pretty hard. This baby feels so low I'm already waddling. I went yesterday to see a friend who just had her third child. She barely made it to the hospital. They didn't even get to put in an IV and all it took was two pushes. Sounds good to me, but I'm not gonna walk around dilated at 4 for two weeks because she almost had that baby in the parking lot.
I decorated our bathroom really nice. I finally found everything in the right color: plum. I got all the rugs and some beige towels to throw in some masculinity. I don't want nader doing business in a bathroom that reeks girl. I think I'm pretty darn good at taking all that into consideration especially when he could care less, also because hes colorblind- I believe its because he trusts me so. I'm actually waiting for nader to get back from work because I wanted him to massage my feet and I never ask for things like that, but now I'm thinking I need a back massage. or maybe a whole body massage yowza!
I miss shawn and jen a lot, but try not to think about it. I wish we had cookouts and went to movies and that theyd see how great Kaleb is- to know him truly. I get quite bummed out about that when I really sit down and think about it. I wish they would move here or at least a lot closer. Even New york would be fine because we'd make it a point to drive there once in a while and I've never been. oh well.
kaleb's been trying to sing "Jesus loves me" he ends up just repeating "Jesus" a whole lot, but once in a while throws in a "loves so". hes a sweetie, I cant imagine life without him.
I decorated our bathroom really nice. I finally found everything in the right color: plum. I got all the rugs and some beige towels to throw in some masculinity. I don't want nader doing business in a bathroom that reeks girl. I think I'm pretty darn good at taking all that into consideration especially when he could care less, also because hes colorblind- I believe its because he trusts me so. I'm actually waiting for nader to get back from work because I wanted him to massage my feet and I never ask for things like that, but now I'm thinking I need a back massage. or maybe a whole body massage yowza!
I miss shawn and jen a lot, but try not to think about it. I wish we had cookouts and went to movies and that theyd see how great Kaleb is- to know him truly. I get quite bummed out about that when I really sit down and think about it. I wish they would move here or at least a lot closer. Even New york would be fine because we'd make it a point to drive there once in a while and I've never been. oh well.
kaleb's been trying to sing "Jesus loves me" he ends up just repeating "Jesus" a whole lot, but once in a while throws in a "loves so". hes a sweetie, I cant imagine life without him.